I am feeling real lousy today.
I had a quarrel with Papa on some very trival matter.
But what I am angry was he said mama was right that he will be lost with no help if she die. I think what mama was trying to say is, he was too dependent of her and NOT that we (the children) will not take care of him when she is no longer around.
Papa is also in self-pity state. And I hate that!
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
1st Day of School
Today is my 1st day of school after 9 years.
Sometimes I feel stupid for giving up what i have to start from zero again. I feel pressurised to do well in ECE.
Sometimes I feel stupid for giving up what i have to start from zero again. I feel pressurised to do well in ECE.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
My Passion
I haven't been here for sometime. Thank goodness I still remember my password.
Finally, I pluck up my courage to resign from my pm job. My last my at Pxx will be on 14 May 2009. I have not decided what to do after that. Perhaps, do a dipolma for early childhood, join MOE, or open a provision shop.
Well meaning questions like "What do you enjoy doing?" , "What is your passion?" are a little annoying.
Looking back ...
When I was little, I like to sing. Mama said I sang like a little bird perching on the branch. I don't think I can qualify for a pop singer. Got no look neither X factor.
Then when I am in primary school was love to cook and a bake. However, no one appreciated my cooking except mama my only fan.
Oh yes, I love to design costumes and garments for my paper dolls. And for a long while, a kept a scrape book for magazine cuttings on clothings. I told mama that I want to be a fashion designer. But I look more like a ah soh now!
These were my passions but what should I do for a living.
Finally, I pluck up my courage to resign from my pm job. My last my at Pxx will be on 14 May 2009. I have not decided what to do after that. Perhaps, do a dipolma for early childhood, join MOE, or open a provision shop.
Well meaning questions like "What do you enjoy doing?" , "What is your passion?" are a little annoying.
Looking back ...
When I was little, I like to sing. Mama said I sang like a little bird perching on the branch. I don't think I can qualify for a pop singer. Got no look neither X factor.
Then when I am in primary school was love to cook and a bake. However, no one appreciated my cooking except mama my only fan.
Oh yes, I love to design costumes and garments for my paper dolls. And for a long while, a kept a scrape book for magazine cuttings on clothings. I told mama that I want to be a fashion designer. But I look more like a ah soh now!
These were my passions but what should I do for a living.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Molly the Wonderwomen
I only knew Molly the founder of "WeareWonderwomen.com" from her blog writtings and our brief blog correspondances. It has been a habit for me to check her blog every few days for updates on her treatment. I look forward to good news. Actually I was looking forward to news on the chemo drugs she was on are effective in controlling the cancer.
Today, Molly was called Home to be with the Lord. Now she needs no more chemo drugs. Is this a good news? Can we celebrate?
Yes, we should rejoice that Molly is free from all pain. But being human, we only see our temporary lost. I do not understand why God took Molly Home when she is such an inspiration, encouragement and good testimony. Same as I do not understand why God took mama Home when is it time for her to enjoy her fruit of labour. Nevertheless, I trust God's greater plan.
I believe Molly had fought with that deadly disease, cancer, till the end, never giving up. I also believe she did not fought with the almighty God too. She did her best and left the rest to God.
A Wonderwomen I will miss, till the Lord comes.
Today, Molly was called Home to be with the Lord. Now she needs no more chemo drugs. Is this a good news? Can we celebrate?
Yes, we should rejoice that Molly is free from all pain. But being human, we only see our temporary lost. I do not understand why God took Molly Home when she is such an inspiration, encouragement and good testimony. Same as I do not understand why God took mama Home when is it time for her to enjoy her fruit of labour. Nevertheless, I trust God's greater plan.
I believe Molly had fought with that deadly disease, cancer, till the end, never giving up. I also believe she did not fought with the almighty God too. She did her best and left the rest to God.
A Wonderwomen I will miss, till the Lord comes.
Monday, March 24, 2008
Not just physical pain
My church presented shadow puppet show on the crucifixion and resurrection of the Lord Jesus Christ on Sunday.
I always feel crucifixion was such a cruel death. The physical pain must be excruciating.
But I understood something more. When the Lord Jesus said "My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?”, it must be more painful than any thing else. God the Father has left Him. A child separated from his father. On top of the phyiscal pain, there were feeling of lost, desperation, loneliness, and emptiness.
I always feel crucifixion was such a cruel death. The physical pain must be excruciating.
But I understood something more. When the Lord Jesus said "My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?”, it must be more painful than any thing else. God the Father has left Him. A child separated from his father. On top of the phyiscal pain, there were feeling of lost, desperation, loneliness, and emptiness.
Rejoice, the story did not end there. The Lord Jesus rose on the 3rd day!
Death has no power over Him, and thus it has no power over those who put their trust on Him.Tuesday, February 19, 2008
My Condolences
Lydia Sum, better known as Fei Fei succumbed to liver cancer this morning. She left behind a young daughter. I only know her for her iconic black-rimmed spectacles, hair style, bubbly personality and as a celebrity. But today my heart goes to her loved one and especially to her only daughter - Joyce Cheng.
I can understand the grief and pain her daughter is going through now. No amount of words can give any comfort. No amount of preparations can give readiness.
I send my most heartfelt condolences to you, Ms Cheng. Take a day at a time.
I can understand the grief and pain her daughter is going through now. No amount of words can give any comfort. No amount of preparations can give readiness.
I send my most heartfelt condolences to you, Ms Cheng. Take a day at a time.
Monday, February 18, 2008
Something's missing
A belated Lovely Valentine's Day to all my dears.
A Prosperous Lunar New Year too. May health and wealth be in abundance.
Last but not least, A Blessed Birthday to me! But where are the 2 hard-boiled eggs I used to get on my birthday?
A Prosperous Lunar New Year too. May health and wealth be in abundance.
Last but not least, A Blessed Birthday to me! But where are the 2 hard-boiled eggs I used to get on my birthday?
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