The Next Feast

We had our 1st CNY without mommy.

Last year this time mom was having her chemo, but she was still up to fix our reunion dinner. That was my last reunion dinner with mom on earth. The next meal with mom will be feasting at the wedding banquet with our Lord Jesus Christ.

I started Faith Bible Institute. I want to know God more and understand His way.

I prayed that God will be merciful to papa and give him many opportunities to receive Jesus Christ to be his Saviour and Lord.

When I finish my course and I hope God will say "Well done!". Lord, please give me strength and grace to carry on. Help me to live this life to glorify you.

I miss mama very much but I shall not let it hinder me from doing my best. One day, I will be reunited with her. With God's help, I will bring as many as I can to be reunited with her. We will reign with Christ and live for ever and ever without suffering and pain.

burden

i look around the house

so much to do

so heavy is the burden

when will i be free from these?

how did mama do up everything single handedly?

My dear Lord, please help me!

Nothing much

Had lunch with SH project team this afternoon at Lao Bei Jing Novena. Paid by the Zha Bo Architect. So So only. Nothing great. Anyway it is free.

Lost my voice. It is not the 1st time. I have had this twice a year for the past few years.

Sorry that today's post is so ah soh.

Dream

I dreamt of mama last night.

She came to me by surprise.

She looked younger, fairer, with thicker shoulder length hair. But the familiar look in her eyes did not change. In fact she looked good. She said,"Hey".

I cried and woke up.

Evidences that Mama is saved

I want to write this down before I forget.

These are the evidences that Mama is saved :-
1. Dr Poon prayed the sinner prayer with Mama.
2. Mama signed below the sinner prayer in the book "personal peace" which Dr Poon gave her.
3. Mama told Pa that she wants to be a christian.
4. Mama took out the buddhist beads she was wearing.
5. Mama told big aunt that she has become a Christian and returned the beads.
6. Mama was annoyed when she knew aunts and uncles were talking about her conversion.
7. Mama asked me how to pray to God.
8. Mama asked if she needed to tell God her name when she prays.
9. Mama told Pa that he too must hear the preaching of Pastor.
10. I pray with Mama many times.
11. When Mama was very ill, she responded when I told her that I will get our family to accept Jesus.
12. Many prayed for mama.

I must rejoice that mama is now with God. No pain, no suffering, peaceful and save.

Separated

My dear friend, YSL's father passed away last night after midnight. He was diagnosed with lung cancer 2 weeks after mama was called home.

YSL must be very sad. I know how it feels to be separated from your loved one. Let alone that she does not have the hope to see her dad again. This is the consequences of sin. Because of sin, man shall die, separated from your loved one and from God.