Mama,
I saw Papa mesmersing your old photographs and talking to himself. I am heartbroken. I want Papa to know that if he ask God for forgiveness of his sins, he can one day meet you in heaven.
Mama help me to have the courage to tell papa of the gift of salvation.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
4th Anniversary
It has been 4 years.
Brought Mama 2 bunches of pink carnations. She loves caranations. She loves the flower for its beauty and the hardiness.
Cried again at her grave beacuse I miss her so much.
Brought Mama 2 bunches of pink carnations. She loves caranations. She loves the flower for its beauty and the hardiness.
Cried again at her grave beacuse I miss her so much.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Broken Hearted
My heart is aching tonight. The 2 persons I love is acting strangely on me. Is it that I have hurt them?
Lord, pls can you mend broken hearts.
Lord, pls can you mend broken hearts.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Letter to Mama
Dear Mama,
I miss you very much. Just like when I was little, I always look forward for your coming to pick me up from grands' place. Sometime this feeling is so overwhelming that I began to cry. Mama, I still don not understand why did God wants to bring you Home so soon.
I am already half way thru' my dip in ECE. I know you will agree that I change line. You are always so supportive in whatever I do. Thank you for trusting in me.
The CNY holidays had just ended. Though I tried to replicate the things you do, my efforts are in vain. The festive mood has since left with you. Mama, don't worry, Iwill do my best as promised.
your darling girl
I miss you very much. Just like when I was little, I always look forward for your coming to pick me up from grands' place. Sometime this feeling is so overwhelming that I began to cry. Mama, I still don not understand why did God wants to bring you Home so soon.
I am already half way thru' my dip in ECE. I know you will agree that I change line. You are always so supportive in whatever I do. Thank you for trusting in me.
The CNY holidays had just ended. Though I tried to replicate the things you do, my efforts are in vain. The festive mood has since left with you. Mama, don't worry, Iwill do my best as promised.
your darling girl
Monday, November 2, 2009
3rd Anniversary
Today is the 3rd Anniversary of Mama being called Home.
Life at home is getting in place but it will never be the same again. There will be always this empty slot just like a jigsaw with a puzzle piece missing. No longer a completed picture.
Life at home is getting in place but it will never be the same again. There will be always this empty slot just like a jigsaw with a puzzle piece missing. No longer a completed picture.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
I hate it!
I am feeling real lousy today.
I had a quarrel with Papa on some very trival matter.
But what I am angry was he said mama was right that he will be lost with no help if she die. I think what mama was trying to say is, he was too dependent of her and NOT that we (the children) will not take care of him when she is no longer around.
Papa is also in self-pity state. And I hate that!
I had a quarrel with Papa on some very trival matter.
But what I am angry was he said mama was right that he will be lost with no help if she die. I think what mama was trying to say is, he was too dependent of her and NOT that we (the children) will not take care of him when she is no longer around.
Papa is also in self-pity state. And I hate that!
Monday, May 25, 2009
1st Day of School
Today is my 1st day of school after 9 years.
Sometimes I feel stupid for giving up what i have to start from zero again. I feel pressurised to do well in ECE.
Sometimes I feel stupid for giving up what i have to start from zero again. I feel pressurised to do well in ECE.
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