Sunday, June 17, 2007

I can't figure it out

Papa's mood was good after we came back from Tokyo.

But today he threw tantrum again. Strange. He get angry for no reason. Today is Father's day, he cooked dinner, ate and when out at 6 pm. He did not tell anyone where he was going. He knew that Wai and family was coming for dinner, he knew that we bought a cake but he choose to ignore and avoid. I cannot figure out, really can't.

Dear God, help me to understand him. Lord, only you can change him, only you know his thought. Lord, I pray for his soul. Please Holy Spirit break his ego, soften his heart, made him come to you for forgiveness. I pray in Jesus precious name.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Update

We are back from Tokyo. Was it fun?

I think it was more like to try to get escape the grief. But the hint of saddness followed us.

Sometimes, I have this ungratefulness thought "how could God be so cruel to take away my mom at this time?"

No, God is merciful and all powerful and with all wisdom. He cannot and will not do anything which is not the best. He would have healed Mama if it is the best for us.

PaPa is eating well and has put on some weight. But I fear his heart problem. His feet are swollen after our trip from Japan. He did a blood test this morning at Heart Center. Will be seeing the cardio 2 weeks later.

I pleage for the Lord to be patient and mercify to him. Let the Holy Spirit works in his heart that he may get saved before the rapture.