I hate it!

I am feeling real lousy today.

I had a quarrel with Papa on some very trival matter.

But what I am angry was he said mama was right that he will be lost with no help if she die. I think what mama was trying to say is, he was too dependent of her and NOT that we (the children) will not take care of him when she is no longer around.

Papa is also in self-pity state. And I hate that!