Tuesday, December 26, 2006

This Christmas Season

I miss mama. I wanted to look at her photos but it just make me miss her even more. The feeling is so intense that it is like having a knife cutting through my heart.

Mama was having her Chemo treatment during last year Christmas season. It was was a relief for me when she got her treatment. It was after a string of blood tests, CTscans and consultantions. The doctors finally got to the bottom of the kind of cancer she had.

Mama suffered much during Chemo and RT. However, she was brave. Seldom did she cry or lost hope of recovery. It was me who cried alot. Mama consoled me," Don't cry, be brave." I fear loosing mama. I prayed for God to heal her completely.

My God answered my prayer. Not exactly what I asked for but better. He healed mama competely and i will not loose her.

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